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Inspired by this quote: “If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again.” -Flavia Weedn


Failure is Not...
By Jaden Brulotte
8/22/08

Shattered like glass, the splinters scattered like stones cast to the ocean
and rubbed the wrong way, to dull its sharpness
Strewn like driftwood, my dream has wilted, color faded to gray
because you took it away...

If I was to get lost in the shadows, the darkness of trees
lingering in the limbs, the leafs like lonely soldiers crunching beneath my feet
I would be forgotten, left behind like these seaweed wigs
haunted toupees from the depths which could be me.

But I will begin again, I will find a piece that fits
in this jungle mess puzzle, my goal will be remembered
treasure amongst the rubble, the ship has not sailed
and I have not, have not yet, begun to fail.





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  1. oh gosh! I loooved that quote about dreams!!!!

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  2. Also, I think we are cyberspace friends, not fake! I put a link to your lovely poetry on my blog.

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  3. "...haunted toupees from the depths..."
    perfect-

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