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Torturous Talent- 4/30/2008

Torturous Talent
By Jaden Brulotte
4/30/2008

My torturous talent pushes me down
into my chest, pushing NOs, pushing FAILs
And can’t can’t can’ts
My pen drips these salty, invisible ink
-tears-
these aching, painful welts I have let sit and fester on my soul
telling myself
there is no point
Telling myself
What good are you? What are you worth when you can’t value your own words? When you have no influence, no pride, no motivation?

What are you worth?

My torturous talent,
it's been archived… I snuck it away to the vaults
So I can’t look and see the big red-lettered lines
*FAIL FAIL FAIL*
each time
*LOSE LOSE LOSE*
your mind
*CAN’T CAN’T CAN’T*
rewind
and go back to be that same…
Same person,
the skilled and witty, ever-so-right and meaningful metaphor
-proud and pithy-
for who I am supposed to be.

What are you worth?
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